These last couple days have been crazy. In particular, Friday. I found out some stuff about my boyfriend that I’d rather not have had to deal with, but unfortunately, I had to face them. I won’t say exactly what happened but it almost lead to us breaking up… first thing I did was call 3 of my best friends and try to calm down. I wanted to get the fact straights, so I did what I had to. At first, it was hard to get it out of him…but eventually, we were having an emotional conversation and lead to us talking things out and agreeing that things had to change…and they were going to.
Long story short, I love him. And I know, the best friends I talked to have a hard time understanding why we didn’t break up, but I just wanted to say that I love him.. and I see so much more in him than any of you can. He is a wonderful, genuine person. Someones past shouldn’t affect the present. Well, I guess in a sense it does… but we’re young adults. We can work through this, and we will. There’s obviously something there, there’s reasons why I stay with him and why I want this so badly to work.
Try. That’s all him and I can do; try. Try to make this work. I’m sure we will overcome this.